Marriyam Zahra

I prefer a Muslim man who don-t believe in sects etc stuff but who calls himself Muslim and just do or try to follow Islamic teachings . I had past traumas from most of which I-ve recovered but the one I can-t cure is Man Controlling. When I say this I don-t mean clothing etc . I know my limits that has been set by Allah . I-m talking bout controlling just to make themselves superior ND happier that yeah see I can control her . My man will never have to tell me to wear proper clothes and not to go there etc cause I wear abaya and do niqab as well . I-ve no male friend. I don-t do even eye contact with makes unless it-s really needed . And I don-t go to parties etc . All I want is to have freedom of speaking and sharing my own thoughts and emotions . The only place I wanna go is with my female friends to eat for sometimes ND go on solo walks .I don-t know how to cook yet . Cause it-s my dream and prayer from Allah that I wanna learn cooking from Husband. Girl wants love but what I want on the top is Respect . A man who knows how to control his anger in public and give respect to a woman . Who asks the reason of my action . Who doesn-t yell or scream at me when he-s mad . Who stands up for me in front of everyone. Who-s loyal and supports me achieving my goals . A man where I know he-ll understand me ND I-ll be at peace with him. In return I-ll put the exact same efforts . I also prefer handmade things rather than buying expensive gifts . Cause money is a paper but handmade thing is pure intention and love. A man who can provide and protect me and I-ll be his peace . I want a mature man who understands and brave enough to do real commitment . I don-t believe words - I believe in actions . Ofc I won-t bear any kind of physical abuse . So if you think coming here that you can abuse me then just to tell you-ll hit me once and I-ll hit to death. I-ll give whatever you-ll be giving me whether it-s love or violence .