Umm B.

I just want to be truly happy- with a man who can treat me like his queen and is able to master the art of making it feel like something is terribly missing when im not with him. I-m a truly affectionate person- and want to spend what Allah has decreed of the rest of my years- with my best friend. Someone who understands and can take care of me- as well as I would take care of him. While I accept that Allah has made polygamy permissible and that it is a rahma when practiced as prescribed- it is however not a preference for me. My ideal match now is someone who is widowed- or divorced with no current spouse like myself. May Allah make it easy fid duniya wal akhira ameen.